diff --git a/transport/gun/gun.go b/transport/gun/gun.go
index ce9d0279..08598b25 100644
--- a/transport/gun/gun.go
+++ b/transport/gun/gun.go
@@ -18,7 +18,6 @@ import (
 	"sync"
 	"time"
 
-	"github.com/metacubex/mihomo/common/atomic"
 	"github.com/metacubex/mihomo/common/buf"
 	"github.com/metacubex/mihomo/common/pool"
 	"github.com/metacubex/mihomo/component/ech"
@@ -42,16 +41,19 @@ type DialFn = func(ctx context.Context, network, addr string) (net.Conn, error)
 
 type Conn struct {
 	initFn func() (io.ReadCloser, netAddr, error)
-	writer io.Writer
+	writer io.Writer // writer must not nil
 	closer io.Closer
 	netAddr
 
-	reader io.ReadCloser
-	once   sync.Once
-	closed atomic.Bool
-	err    error
-	remain int
-	br     *bufio.Reader
+	initOnce sync.Once
+	initErr  error
+	reader   io.ReadCloser
+	br       *bufio.Reader
+	remain   int
+
+	closeMutex sync.Mutex
+	closed     bool
+
 	// deadlines
 	deadline *time.Timer
 }
@@ -65,7 +67,7 @@ type Config struct {
 func (g *Conn) initReader() {
 	reader, addr, err := g.initFn()
 	if err != nil {
-		g.err = err
+		g.initErr = err
 		if closer, ok := g.writer.(io.Closer); ok {
 			closer.Close()
 		}
@@ -73,17 +75,21 @@ func (g *Conn) initReader() {
 	}
 	g.netAddr = addr
 
-	if !g.closed.Load() {
-		g.reader = reader
-		g.br = bufio.NewReader(reader)
-	} else {
-		reader.Close()
+	g.closeMutex.Lock()
+	defer g.closeMutex.Unlock()
+	if g.closed { // if g.Close() be called between g.initFn(), direct close the initFn returned reader
+		_ = reader.Close()
+		g.initErr = net.ErrClosed
+		return
 	}
+
+	g.reader = reader
+	g.br = bufio.NewReader(reader)
 }
 
 func (g *Conn) Init() error {
-	g.once.Do(g.initReader)
-	return g.err
+	g.initOnce.Do(g.initReader)
+	return g.initErr
 }
 
 func (g *Conn) Read(b []byte) (n int, err error) {
@@ -100,8 +106,6 @@ func (g *Conn) Read(b []byte) (n int, err error) {
 		n, err = io.ReadFull(g.br, b[:size])
 		g.remain -= n
 		return
-	} else if g.reader == nil {
-		return 0, net.ErrClosed
 	}
 
 	// 0x00 grpclength(uint32) 0x0A uleb128 payload
@@ -147,8 +151,8 @@ func (g *Conn) Write(b []byte) (n int, err error) {
 	buf.Write(b)
 
 	_, err = g.writer.Write(buf.Bytes())
-	if err == io.ErrClosedPipe && g.err != nil {
-		err = g.err
+	if err == io.ErrClosedPipe && g.initErr != nil {
+		err = g.initErr
 	}
 
 	if flusher, ok := g.writer.(http.Flusher); ok {
@@ -170,8 +174,8 @@ func (g *Conn) WriteBuffer(buffer *buf.Buffer) error {
 	binary.PutUvarint(header[6:], uint64(dataLen))
 	_, err := g.writer.Write(buffer.Bytes())
 
-	if err == io.ErrClosedPipe && g.err != nil {
-		err = g.err
+	if err == io.ErrClosedPipe && g.initErr != nil {
+		err = g.initErr
 	}
 
 	if flusher, ok := g.writer.(http.Flusher); ok {
@@ -186,7 +190,17 @@ func (g *Conn) FrontHeadroom() int {
 }
 
 func (g *Conn) Close() error {
-	g.closed.Store(true)
+	g.initOnce.Do(func() { // if initReader not called, it should not be run anymore
+		g.initErr = net.ErrClosed
+	})
+
+	g.closeMutex.Lock()
+	defer g.closeMutex.Unlock()
+	if g.closed {
+		return nil
+	}
+	g.closed = true
+
 	var errorArr []error
 
 	if reader := g.reader; reader != nil {